12 Stones

It´s time to wake up and see the reality
It´s time to leave behind all the fears
One day separates us from the beginning
One day separates us from our reincarnation

It´s time to break up this endless fantasy
It´s time to leave behind all the dread
One day it´s separating us from the rest of our lives
One day it´s separating us from the rest of our existence

I don´t want to be a slave anymore!
I want to be free! I want to be unreachable!
I don´t want to be afraid anymore!
I want to be brave! I want to untamable!

21 steps in Yuletide for a new awakening
12 steps from Yuletide for a new beginning

Look inside your heart and find what you are
Look inside your soul and find your only real true
The time of no time evermore...
Stop watching with eyes and do it with heart and soul

We´re ready so the dawn will take us ´til eternity!
We´re ready so the darlness will take us ´til infinity!

Vampire Paranoid

I can´t stand seeing this world falling down
I see lights everywhere but where must be
I feel so cold and lonely in this new town
And I´ve learnt that you can be more than you can see


Everyone wants to possess you...Vampire Paranoid
Everyone wants to nail you in the wall....Vampire Paranoid
Everyone wants to destroy you...Vampire Paranoid
Everyone wants to kill you as a bat....Vampire Paranoid

They want to take away all your blood
They want to take away all your thoughts
They want you completely empty and ignorant
They want you completely docile and useless

Everyone wants to possess you...Vampire Paranoid
Everyone wants to nail you in the wall....Vampire Paranoid
Everyone wants to destroy you...Vampire Paranoid
Everyone wants to kill you as a bat....Vampire Paranoid

They want to nail you a stake in the heart
They want to cage all your rage and desires
They want you to breathe the same air they do
They want to shoot out your ideas and convictions

Everyone wants to possess you...Vampire Paranoid
Everyone wants to nail you in the wall....Vampire Paranoid
Everyone wants to destroy you...Vampire Paranoid
Everyone wants to kill you as a bat....Vampire Paranoid

They don´t want you  different, they want you as a xerox
They don´t want you to think, they want you as a fool
They want to drug your life, they want you absolutely insane
They are everywhere, so bite´em ´til they can´t breathe!

Everyone wants to possess you...Vampire Paranoid
Everyone wants to nail you in the wall....Vampire Paranoid
Everyone wants to destroy you...Vampire Paranoid
Everyone wants to kill you as a bat....Vampire Paranoid

Sadique

Moonlight shining the whole place
Dancer enjoying all the sunlight
The night is falling behind us (oh-oh-oh!)
And the pleasure will start in whichever time

I´ve never told "I LOVE YOU"
Because it has never existed
That person whom I have to tell it
I´ve always hated to be judged
By the facts that I haven´t commited
And just my imagination has created

I wanna be Sadique with you
You must be Sadique with me
Rouge le rhytmé soif du blesser
Heal me and hurt me again (Sadique)

I´ve never told "I LOVE YOU"
Because I´ve never loved anybody
And I´m really worried about you
I´ve always hated to be judged
By the facts that I haven´t commited
Otherwise by the fact I imaginated

Sang en ton corps tant beau
Sadique all long night ´til die!

Dreaming about your hurting love ´round me
All my hate put into a body so beautiful
Loving the pain of both, mine and yours
Because I´m just a person...I´m Sadique!

Writing On Your Body

I kiss your nipples and I lick your neck
The bruise in your back will disappear...
When I put all my desire on you...
When I allow myself leaving all my pleasure

Writing on your body
Beautiful imaginary poetries
With the hot tongue
Creating soft whispers
Around our strong desire
Writing with delicate letters

Your thighs are so very delicious
Your life is beginning and mine is ending
Our love imaginary is for ever...
Our pain could never be that love

Writing on your body
Beautiful imaginary poetries
With the hot tongue
Creating soft whispers
Around our strong desire
Writing with delicate letters

Who is the beautiful being in my world?
You are and you´ll be only for me!
You´d wish I inject you all my desire
Writing your body with delicate letters

Writing on your body
Beautiful imaginary poetries
With the hot tongue
Creating soft whispers
Around our strong desire
Writing with delicate letters


Your hair is like a flower
Your face is like seeing a vestige
Your body is like being a beauty
And I write on it, our love...

If only I could tell you everything...
If only you could receive this
If only we could be here...
Writing imaginary stories in our bodies

Android

"Just act like everyone" people said me
"Be normal" they say when you use your brain
Fear sells! So the sheeps buy it somewhere
Hollow sells! So the sheeps love it ´til drop´em

I don´t want to be a new android
I want to have identity not inserted reality
My friends say each day I´m more paranoid
But from many years ago I woke up from fantasy
I don´t want to be just another android
I want everybody can see I have a real identity

This godless entity it´s what I am and what I´ve been
Religion´s a synthetic drug of mass destruction
Axis of Evil within your "sacred" fuckin´ church
Bible´s a weapon and prayers are a way to brainwash

I don´t want to be a new android
I want to have identity not inserted reality
My friends say each day I´m more paranoid
But from many years ago I woke up from fantasy
I don´t want to be just another android
I want everybody can see I have a real identity

This unthinking entity it´s what people has become
Society´s a hypocrite smile in the face of truth
Axis of Evil within your heart and brain
Media´s a brainbreaker and ratings are a way to celebrate

I don´t want to be a new android
I want to have identity not inserted reality
My friends say each day I´m more paranoid
But from many years ago I woke up from fantasy
I don´t want to be just another android
I want everybody can see I have a real identity

"Just act like a controlled man" is the real translation
"Just be slave" is the secret subliminal message
Happiness sells! So the sheeps buy a car and an iPhone
Fear Sells! So the sheeps buy a false flag!

She´ll Never Be In My Heart

When you walk on quicksand red shadows
You can´t get another chance to believe
Specially when your worst enemy is yourself
Now just go and don´t end with your life

She´ll never, she´ll never, she´ll never be...
In my heart, in my heart...oh, she´ll never be in my heart!
She tried and she failed...
She cried and she begged...
But tears and will aren´t enough for me
She´ll never, she´ll never, she´ll never be... (enough?)

Willingness is a resource for losers
But identity has been lost for loving
So much is now just broken by you
But you can´t see the real enemy is your mirror

She´ll never, she´ll never, she´ll never be...
In my heart, in my heart...oh, she´ll never be in my heart!
She tried and she failed...
She cried and she begged...
But tears and will aren´t enough for me
She´ll never, she´ll never, she´ll never be... (enough?)

Failure is the word to describe you
With you never in the eternity
Eclipses and falls before you can get me
I´m heartless but in the end it´s your fault!

She´ll never, she´ll never, she´ll never be...
In my heart, in my heart...oh, she´ll never be in my heart!
She tried and she failed...
She cried and she begged...
But tears and will aren´t enough for me
She´ll never, she´ll never, she´ll never be... (enough?)

Tomorrow

You were in my tomorrow´s dream
I feel like if someone would have torn off
My heart from one only blow
As I lay dying I mislay unaware

Maybe it´s time to accept my fate
Only you exists in my mind...
I´m leaving for not come back
Only me exists in your mind...

And tomorrow, tomorrow will be the right day
And tomorrow, tomorrow I will find you
And tomorrow, tomorrow I will kiss your lips
And tomorrow will be a better day...

You were in my tomorrow´s dream
I feel like my heart would have been
Torn off from a tough and precise blow
My picture in your mind it´s vanishing

Maybe it´s time to accept my fate
Only you exists in my mind...
I´m leaving for not come back
Only me exists in your mind...

And tomorrow, tomorrow will be the right day
And tomorrow, tomorrow I will find you
And tomorrow, tomorrow I will kiss your lips
And tomorrow will be a better day...

In my cat´s eyes I saw you
You were crying out for rain
Weakness became in a second name
I knew you can´t bear this pain

And tomorrow, tomorrow will be the right day
And tomorrow, tomorrow I will find you
And tomorrow, tomorrow I will kiss your lips
And tomorrow will be a better day...

You are a wonderful dream...
From which I don´t want to wake up (ever)
But it´s time to accept reality
To open my eyes and discover
What I´m just a memory in your head
Just ready to be forgotten...

Fatalist Love

I just exist in your mind
You just exist in my mind
You are the question I don´t want to face
You are the dream I don´t want to repeat

I love you although I hate you
Is it just a game?
I hate you though I love you
Is it just a dream?

Is this desire whom is killing you?
Is this sorrow whom is drowning you?
Is this grievous glance whom is breaking down?
Is this agony whom is betraying you?

I just exist in my mind
You just exist in your mind
You are the question I never should ask
You are the nightmare in the eyes of a beast

I love you although I hate you
Is it just a game?
I hate you though I love you
Is it just a dream?

Is this desire whom is killing you?
Is this sorrow whom is drowning you?
Is this grievous glance whom is breaking down?
Is this agony whom is betraying you?

Despite I am you Achilles last stand
I stop believing in any damn hopeland
Decide if I am the right one to be a man
You were living in a dark wasteland

I love you although I hate you
Is it just a game?
I hate you though I love you
Is it just a dream?

Is this desire whom is killing you?
Is this sorrow whom is drowning you?
Is this grievous glance whom is breaking down?
Is this agony whom is betraying you?

Unwillingness in the enchantment of your grief
You don´t owe any heart but I´m not the thief
No more flatteries! I´m officially dead
Stop stalking me! I can hardly breathe...

Let Me Die

Someone cut my wings yesterday
I used to be a good boy
They expected my perfect life
But you can see that looks like utopia

There are 100 ways to be perfect
But no one is made for me
Because I´m more than a cliché
And I´m dyin´ in my troubles

Let me die...I can´t bear this pain
Let me die...I haven´t any hope
Let me die...Nobody cares about me
Let me die...There´s no future now

There are 50 ways to be cool
But no one is made for me
You can be nicer but I don´t care
Rise up from beyond...

Let me die...I can´t bear this pain
Let me die...I haven´t any hope
Let me die...Nobody cares about me
Let me die...There´s no future now

Someone wanted to get me frustrate
I used to be a perfect boy
They expected too much about me
And I´m just a two-faced...

Let me die...I can´t bear this pain
Let me die...I haven´t any hope
Let me die...Nobody cares about me
Let me die...There´s no future now

Someone cut my wings yesterday
They did me a perfect life
There are 100 reasons to not believe
I´m just the first of those reasons....

Pizza & Sushi

Feuille de rose
Embrasse moi
Mes désirs
Hot hot hot!
Colder than water
Je t´aime j´uscu cul

Pizza and Sushi I feel so empty
Pizza and Sushi I feel so guilty
Pizza and Sushi My life is so empty
Pizza and Sushi this world is guilty

Nor you could do anything anytime
Do we could attempt this feeling?
Singing a doping-doping song
Do we sing any song about sex?

Pizza and Sushi I feel so empty
Pizza and Sushi I feel so guilty
Pizza and Sushi My life is so empty
Pizza and Sushi this world is guilty

Indigestion you provoke me every time I eat you
I´m a loser because I want to be it...

Pizza and Sushi I feel so empty
Pizza and Sushi I feel so guilty
Pizza and Sushi My life is so empty
Pizza and Sushi I feel so empty

Autoinfligir mi musitación
Sin revocar mi decisión

Pizza and Sushi I feel so guilty
Pizza and Sushi My life is so empty
Pizza and Sushi this world is guilty
Pizza and Sushi this world is guilty

I didn´t want to geth high
But you see the world is mine!
And Finally I fell in love-in love with drugs
My baby´s mister heroine
Disappear (X10)

You´ve Never Seen My Pain Here

As if I were dreaming my life
I wake up each day wishing my death
This scar in my heart won´t be evaporated
Everytime I breathe I feel like when you die

I was gleeful in my light years
But with a diversion I lost the way
And I woke up alongside you
That was the beginning of my demise

You´ve never seen my pain here
Because you´ve always been far away
You´ve never seen my heart stopping
Because you´ve always watched in other eyes
And if I stay in my blindfold whim
You´ll never be able to fondle me again

I beseech for a miracle in your eyes
You have been the big mistake in my life
But also the most beautiful spark...
I frame the havoc on you from my lair

You´ve never seen my pain here
Because you´ve always been there
You´ve never seen my heart beating
Because you´ve always touched other hands
And if I stay in this doomed road
You´ll never see my eyes again

My wishes of living have perished...
I´m smug of this freak situation
And if I kill you That´s why I loved you
Because only you can kill what you´ve loved

You´ve never seen my pain here
Because you´ve always been far away
You´ve never seen my heart stopping
Because you´ve always watched in other eyes
And if I stay in my blindfold whim
You´ll never be able to fondle me again

My life tastes to you and you are desecration
Everyday you die a little...my beast insatiable
My gloomy days will be with me ´til I perish
I am the guy behind the guy (who broke the tears)

You´ve never seen my pain here
Because you´ve always been there
You´ve never seen my heart beating
Because you´ve always touched other hands
And if I stay in this doomed road
You´ll never see my eyes again

Making enemies free I found you...
The reaper portrayed and the knife inside
It´s all over but the crying...
And I just want to die for stopping the blood
Because I´ve lost the love / course of my life
The only thing I remain is my endless pain...

RESURRECTION

Love likes blood as death loves tragedy
Life is a lie and a mirror is the reality
Overshadowed depictions we are made of
Blood comes first and the hoax is done

How you could believe that everything
In which you´ve trusted is a lie?
Seek me a mirror and I´m ready for RESURRECTION!
Open my velvet red coffin ready for a Resurrection...

Don´t believe any of this, it´s all true
They feed of our fears
Addicted to the adrenaline, Ordo Ab Chao
Reflect them in the mirror and everything you´ll see is reality

How could you believe that everything
In what you´ve believed is a lie?
Seek me a mirror and I´m ready for RESURRECTION!
Open my velvet red coffin ready for a Resurrection...

Don´t believe any of this, it´s all true
They feed of our faults
Addicted to be a blood-drinking, deprivation
Reflect yourself in the mirror ad you´ll see your real face

How you could believe that everything
In which you´ve trusted is a lie?
Seek me a mirror and I´m ready for RESURRECTION!
Open my velvet red coffin ready for a Resurrection...

Don´t believe any of this, it´s all true
They feed of our guilts
Addicted to sado games, retaliation
Reflect me in a mirror and you´ll cry...

And it´s never you... (X3)
Resurrection is the new Revolution! (X3)

You Became In The Lie

Solitude became you in the lie you´re today
Why are your causes to cry if there´s no one to see you?
Scatter my dreams....Dead Dreams
I don´t look for someone else´s consolation

You became in the lie that you wanted to be
You become in the lie that you wish to hide
Longing for the thing you won´t able to have
We played to love each other and in the end just one get hurt

In a season where the love was impossible
The sex was a bourgeois resolve
What is the real thing I´m missing from you?
Possessing you or loving you endlessly?

False therapy fo the pain
I´m not going to sublime myself
The solitude will catch you when you less hope it
I was dreaming for you...Just for you!

Solitude became you in the lie you´re today?
Now you´re looking to cry with someone else
But you´re alone in your fake dreams of desire
You become in the that you wanted to hide

For All The Times

For all the times I lied to you
I ask for your oblivion and I promise you the moon
For all the times that I tried to commit suicide
I ask for your last and only pardon

Do whatever you have to do and don´t look back
Whoever brings our night I remember you
For all the times I cheat you
I ask for your understanding...

Do whatever you must do and don´t look back
Whoever brings our yesterday I forgive you
For all the times you hurt me I´m alive!
I ask for your revenge and accept it...

For the heart I once had I´m here to you!
I lost it just for your wild love!
Look at me now and say what do you see?
A caught tear in my face or the face of death?

Music brought you to life once again
For the soul I once had I was here to you!
Look at me now I´m far away from you...
What do you see? My next revenge or a painful deep stab?

For all the times I hurt you
I ask for your sadism and I´m ready for punishment
For all the times I cried for our love
I ask for your whole and destructive final rage

I Wanna Live Chained To Your Kisses (Night & Day)

I woke up in your arms
I woke up between your hairy chest
I woke up kissing your neck
I woke up smelling your skin

I´m slave to  your kisses...
I wanna live chained to your kisses
Night and day until the end of times
Thus you should punish me with your lips

I died between your arms
I resurrected with your sweet mouth
I was born since I can look at yo in the eyes
I fell in love with just feeling your breathing

I´m slave to  your kisses...
I wanna live chained to your kisses
Night and day until the end of times
Thus you should punish me with your lips

I slept in your arms
I slept between your hairy chest
I slept kissing your neck
I slept smelling your skin

I´m slave to  your kisses...
I wanna live chained to your kisses
Night and day until the end of times
Thus you should punish me with your lips

Wrapped Around Your Soul

Before you my life wasn´t good nor bad
Then you appeared and everything changed
You became in everything I had
And life taught me that love is gone

With you I knew paradise and hell
You took me both and I couldn´t differ´em
Now I just want to be well
But without your body I´m weak

Wrapped around your soul
I´ll be pretending I´m fine when I´m not
I live from your remember
And this evaporates day to day...

Your indifference is killing me...
Hate me or love me but don´t let me like this

Wrapped around your soul
I´ll be pretending I´m fine when I´m not
I live from your remember
And this evaporates day to day...

With you I felt paradise and hell
You made me both and I couldn´t differ´em
Now I just want to be well...
But without your body I´m dying!

Wrapped around your soul
I´ll be pretending I´m fine when I´m not
I live from your remember
And this evaporates day to day...

Your indifference is killing me...
Hate me or forget me but don´t leave me like this

Ode To Hatred

How much pleasure I feel when I hurt you
How much pain I´m feeling now that you´re out
How much desire you wake in me just sleeping
How much suffering you cause me just living

Every time you bleed I come
Every time you weep I excite
Every time you breathe I die
Every time you feel I shock

When your heart beats harder I feel dying
I want to nail my fangs over you...
Who would have thought that who loves you
He will be able to murder you?

Every time you suffer I smile
Every time you die I resurrect
Every time you hurt I enjoy
Every time you come I burn

When your heart beats slower I feel living
I want to fuck you until destroying you..
Who would have told that who hurts you
He will be able to save you?

How much  joyness I feel when I bleed
How much  happinesss I´m  feeling now I´m dying
How much isolation you cause me just smiling
How much hate you wake in me just touching...

A Nightmare Called YOU

I´m wrapped up in the webs of you fate
My life will shrivel as a lily does...
Prolong my sorrow a little more...
Just before I can reach me death!

In this world you don´t need memories
You don´t need to forget the good ones
You don´t have to remain the bad ones
You only need to get over the treason

Don´t run away from the fear...
It will catch you when you´re safe
And you´ll be a perfect prey...
For its evil shadow on your edge

And inspired by a bittersweet goodbye
I will have the temper I´m getting now
I will be able to seal our love...
With a final salty tear saying: "NO MORE"

Perilous way to meet me with you
But I´m sick of this mental game we´re in
I can´t stand another day like this
Because two is a long-long number in my mind

Wounded by an unexpected arrow
I always pretend to believe you were my tomorrow
And you could heal my big sorrow
It´s closing my heart so narrow...

This big void I´m feeling now
Can´t keep this silence to know
Almost real I think you were
But the only real were your lies!

Wasting my days looking for you
The only I got was a beauty mask
Hiding you real perilous face
You have the face of my fears!

A sweet hurt between my dreams
Unreal reasons to avoid my weeping
Weapons for a cruel-cruel vampire
Babe be mine ad then die again...

Ignite my last hope and kill it
I never had any piece of faith...
But now I´m wishing to kill your root!
Dismal I´m saying ´til next life...my love

I´ve Woken Up From Fantasy

And it expired our weary madness..
We woke up from the daydream we lived in
The mirage was destroyed by the true...
I found that the light was going me blind

Your "Angel Wings" were broken...
Now I can see you as you really are
And I don´t want to be adhered
To your filthy road of big troubles

You were a mist to my eyes...
You cheat me with every filthy word
We dwelled for a living together
But this break up is impending...

Amidst this tragedy I want to tell...
I wish you can be happy outside
I wished to fondle your tender skin
But I rather be to await the temptation

Moderation is the way to avoid you...
I don´t want you in my life anymore
I didn´t meet you in person...
But you hurt me more than someone before

I detest you more than myself...
I want you to disappear from my world
All I wanted it was a soulmate...
All I got it was an endless nightmare!

This Torment...

An impeding tidal will drown us
And as a weary mist I will die
We dwell for a final deathbed
In the last tear of our spite

Amidst of our madness will be born
A daydream that you called resolve
And we endorse the expected answer
So stop fantasizing about our love

I´m dying by inside...(Just like a whisper)
"I always tried to be the best person I could"
I can´t go places where I never was
It´s disturbing to be me...or you

I´m fighting against the need of making you tonight the happiest (wo)man in the world
Kill me if I don´t work ...but try me first
My lovely flower of life...

Nothing chases you, nothing torments you, it´s your fear! ...It´s You
Allegory of a tale called suffering
Prince of thorns, Prince of no hope
The last one to die, please turn out the light

In this all we used to love
We destroyed it all for selfish
Now all we have is just us...
But nothing could never be enough...
(I just wanted to be fondled by...you)

On Razor´s Edge / Nonexistence

Anchored to a delicate nonexistence
Kiss my rose and cure my sorrow
A major outcry of grief...
Plunged by complete in the impalpable

On razor´s edge I realized I was dead
And the day after tomorrow showed me what I was
Can´t stand this wound in my soul
You are my torment and my torture

Degraded by a teardrop of mine
Defragment me with every word...
Confer me powers to finish with me
Bursting into your bleeding heart

You are the pearl of my pain
I want to arrive places where I´ve never been
And probably I will never never arrive in my life
I´m gonna save you from my self...

All my angst become in chains
I´m afraid about you don´t exist
And you only are product of my imagination
Lark what warbles in my ears

I felt ecstastic the first time I saw you
Trapped in a delicate nonexistence...
On razor´s edge I realized I was lost
Kiss my rose and heal my wound

The crystal that´s in your eyes
Uncover your real intentions about me
And the day after tomorrow will show...
You are my torment and my torture

Degraded by a teardrop of yours
Defragment me with every word...
Confer me powers to finish with me
Bursting into my bleeding heart

I´m the thorn of your pain
You want to go places where you´ll never be
And probably you´ve never been before
You´re gonna save me from myself

All my angst became in chains
I´m afraid about you don´t exist
Because that would implicate
What I´m product of your imagination...

Church Of Abominations

Desecration, desperation, devastation
Disappointment, ignorance, abomination
Welcome to the Church of Abominations!
Here we go again with sex...

Here, you´ll see a priest raping a child
While a nun makes a blowjob to Satan
A little girl drinking of his milk
A bleeding ass of a bishop...

It´s easy to you, it´s easy to me
Desecration, desperation, abomination
Welcome to the Church of Abominations!
Here we go again with sex...

Break the stained-glass window!
Only because makes me feel guilty
Bleed for me and tell me how it feels
Make me bleed and ask me everything

Here, you´ll see a child raping a priest
While Satan makes a blowjob to a nun
A little boy in an autofellatio...
A bishop bleeding an ass...

Welcome to the Church of Abominations!
Here we go again with sex...

It Sleeps Of His Lethargy

This imperfect god I am - he has fallen
In this endless labyrinth of pleasure
I wanna everything in this world but sadden
I got all of that just in the measure

Even love can´t change what I feel
Rip off me and make me forget what I am
World´s on fire but I don´t care
All I really care is just get an orgasm

What I see- That everything is a cheat
This gonna break my sick head
Nobody wants to feel my only heat
I just wanted to plant my sweet seed

Even love couldn´t change what I am
In this onyric trip to my destruction
World´s on chaos but you taste so sweet
I tasted pain and now is my addiction

I know I´m lost and forevergone
Your mandrake make me fall in this dream
What I can´t leave and I´m dying...
Now I understand the why of your kiss

This imperfect god he is - I have fallen
In this endless onyric labyrinth of madness
I wanted everything in the world but sadden
I got nothing of all but this sadness...

It´s imprisonning my mind just ready to end
All my angst become in damn caresses
I have fallen thousands of times and I stay here
Now I know I´m forever lost and gone...

He has been made of blood and sperm
It´s all tears when death catches you in wrong time
When you´re all happy in your bed...
But it´s time to wake up and meet the reality...
(Beautiful the Redemption...)

Toxic

I´m the evil disguised as the good
I´m the way you´d dream to take
I´m the wrong way in a dark wood
I´m the new man ready to wake

Smile if I blow you straight in the face
Smile if I kick you straight in the ass

Because I´m toxic, toxic, toxic to you
Because I´m gonna break your body
Because I´m toxic, toxic, toxic to you
Because I really hate you and everybody...

This world is gonna crashing down
Your body is gonna be adored by me
I´m gonna fire up this small town!
You face is the only good to see

Smile if I hurt you straight in the heart
Smile If I infect you straight in the brain

Because I´m toxic, toxic, toxic to you
Because I´m gonna break your body
Because I´m toxic, toxic, toxic to you
Because I really hate you and everybody...

If you stay by my side you´ll be dead
If you want to be by my side you´re insane
I´m toxic to your inner system...
Why can not you comprehend it?

Smile if I spit you straight in the mouth
Smile if I prick you straight in the eyes

Because I´m toxic, toxic, toxic to you
Because I´m gonna break your body
Because I´m toxic, toxic, toxic to you
Because I really hate you and everybody...

You can´t comprehend that I´m toxic
Now I think you´re the real plague...

Myself (Voyeur Song)

Do me right, do me feel right
I wanna feel ecstasy all night
I wanna touch everything in me even the tight
I´m arriving to places I never might

I touch myself (yeah!)
I fuck myself (ohh)
I feel myself (uhh)
I suck myself (ahh!)
I love myself (aha)
I crush myself (take myself)

I like when I feel water bringing desire over my body
I love my keen touchs beyond the impossible
I do things that certain people think is not for everybody
Every finger in my skin it´s simply irresistible

I touch myself (yeah!)
I fuck myself (ohh)
I feel myself (uhh)
I suck myself (ahh!)
I love myself (aha)
I crush myself (take myself)

I like to peep someone and then I touch myself
I like to watch you when you´re vulnerable
I like to see you naked or fucking just as myself
Everything I always peep is very agreeable

I touch myself (yeah!)
I fuck myself (ohh)
I feel myself (uhh)
I suck myself (ahh!)
I love myself (aha)
I crush myself (take myself)

I touch myself (ohh)
I feel myself (uhh)
I finger myself (ahh!)
I suck myself (aha)
I caress myself (don´t stop)
Oh... I cum myself (yeah!)
(I fuck myself)

Homesick

Beloved melancholy catches me now
Perpetual desolation around the desires
The veil of your consolation....
Beyond frustration and abyssmal lights

It will happen some days where will reign the darkness
I´ll be prepared to the joy effect in my homesickness
I´ll be enchanted when the hour arrives in my sufferness
Strange desire inside head up and tied up from wildness (poison in his words)

My brain flight loved between two hearts
Your rotten heart rejected the mine one day
I´ll never pardon you in my terrible life...
You must bury a deep dagger in your chest (It´s no vain)

Rain above homesickness from beauty memories
Mortally dead and lovesick fall to down
I´ll drink tears ´til dying wrapped in my fear
Broken by you when your eternity died ( I stay bleeding)

Damn consolation is you
Right now get out of my sight
I´m homesick when I remember him
Because I remember those beautiful moments
When he cherished my neck trying...
Trying to nail his eyeteeth to drink my blood
My sweet and tender vampire
The Light is a Sin
The sins of thy beloved times
The darkness is a benediction
Bless me when you die....
Them I will be prepared to drink your blood

Hole In My Veins

This pain travelling slowly through my trachea
Bleeding the ground around me
Everytime I rise it happens the same
Everytime I fall it happens the same
Both sides of my personality
Leant between scorn and pain

I think I should take a razor
And turn to try it one more time
Because I´m suffering like never before
Lacking of help inside my own body

This feels harder than the hole in my veins
Trying to destroy my whole insane existence
I spit blood choking neurons
I´m drowning myself in my sweet blood

It fail the air and I transpire sufferness
I can´t close my lips full of hate
I sweat melancholy and homesickness
Syrup of an evil flower in my mouth

Leant between scorn and spite
I think I should take a gun
And try the never tried in my life
Because I´m suffering like never before
Lacking help inside my own prison pain

This feels stronger than the hole in my veins
Made by the junkie addiction
Inserted in my very past destiny
The bitter end is near and it aches

It aches like never before I felt
In this moment I´d prefer to stop breathing
And then be able to once rest in peace (...so hurt)

Gusanos Trastornados

Ella era una pobre gusana infeliz
Que en Durango vivía y cogía
Su vida era una vil desgracia
Nadie la amaba, todos la usaban

Él era un tremendo gusano desgraciado
Que muy lejos en una villa se hallaba
Su vida iba entre el desliz y la nostalgia
A todos les daba, a nadie defraudaba

Se conocieron por medio del Facebook...
Ella se enamoró perdidamente por vez primera
Él no sabía que pensar de esa gusana
El tiempo pasó y se hicieron mas que amigos...

Ella le mostró lo mejor de las artes amatorias
Ellla hasta el agujero le tuvo que enseña´r
Él no creía su suerte con tremenda mujer
Él no sabía si esa gusana infeliz era de fiar

Cada noche ella pensaba en poseerlo
Y se consolaba entre mil llantos, "ansiosa"
Con un dulce y delicioso "melón acidito"
Mientras en su culo insertabdo estaba un dildo

Al gusano, ella le pedía pronto la visitara
Él tuvo que "esquinear" para poderlo costear
Y un cálido día de octubre en bus llegó
Ella estaba muy feliz y llena de dicha

Él la besó apenas sí la conoció
Ella se sentía como una pinche "princesita"
Y hasta le regaló sus sexy bragas
Mientras lo toquetaba en sus nalgas

Ella se olvidó de tanto "correcaminos" que le tocó
Y por fin su "delicioso anal" le iban a dar
Con mucho tacto se dejó su "hoyito" impecable
Y él con la lengua lo recorrió de arriba a abajo

Y hasta donde la lengua le permitió
Ella se sentía en extásis con tal lamida
Y se lo pagó con tremenda chupada
Que casi la verga por completo le absorbió

Le dieron la cogida mas rica de su vida
La gusana dejó de ser una pobre infeliz
El gusano dejó de ser un maldito desgraciado
Y lo coronaron con la "crema de la celebración"

Pero ella volvió a sufrir cuando él tuvo que partir
Él prometió volver o ayudarla a ir a su villa
En la Central de Autobuses los podías ver
Caminando rumbo a su última cita con el destino...

Se besaron apasionadamente en un mundo sin fin
Recordando los diez días juntos haciendo de todo
En donde ella se dejó hasta orinat
Y él hasta probó el dildo de la loca

Una lágrima se derramó del ojo gusanesco
Él se la bebió y le secó su bella cara verde
Ella no quería soltarle la mano, quería atraparlo
Pero la salida anunciaron por el altavoz

Él se encaminó y subió a su bus
Desde la ventana se despedía de ella
Que buscaba no llorar por la partida
Fue tanta la emoción que se olvidó de todo...

Y la infeliz se cayó de bruces en la calle
El bus se fue en reversa y un ¡desastre!
La cabeza le fue a aplastar a la gusana
¡Y los sesos fueron a esparcirse por toda la acera!

El gusano no supo si llorar o suspirar...
Si bajarse o seguir su largo camino a casa
Al final unas perras orinaron sobre los sesos
Y al gusano sólo le quedó recordar sus besos

The Promise

The man I belong he doesn´t know
The man I´d give my life he doesn´t understand
The man I love he can feel it
The man I want by my side he doesnt´t...

He´s my source in the deep of the desert
The joy that buries my boring times
He´s my light within this thick darkness
The storm and the thirst I always feel

If someone could represent pleasure he would be
His body really obsesses me ´til death
It´s like the most beautiful of the dawnings
Just I want to penetrate deeply in his soul

He´s the night in my sorrow times
He can cure my grief with just a smile
The happiness became in person he is
The rain and the hungry I always have

If someone could represent my perfect man he is
His body really turns me crazy ´til obsession
It´s like the most stranger of the skies
Just I want to penetrate deeply in his soul

Not Playing As Victim Anymore

My life is a succession of people abusing of me
My life is an endless tale of people just leaving
I´m sick of being the broken one
I´m tired of being the abused one

I always played to be the victim
It´s my turn to be the victimizer
I always played to the the weak
It´s my turn to torture you as I want

The more I fear is I don´t know
What I´m capable to do right now
I´m terrified about what I´m gonna say
But I think I´m losing the control...

Think about me as your killer
Feel me from the skin and scream!
I´m gonna make you puke inside
I´m gonna make you start to beg...

I always acted as the victims do
It´s my turn to take revenge
I always acted as the weak one
It´s my turn to make you feel as you made me

The more I fear is what I know
What´s the next in my weird mind
I´m terrified about I´m gonna say
But I think I lost the control...

Think about me as your killer
Feel the scar I´m gonna make you
I´m gonna make you wish you never being born
I´m gonna make you feel rather being dead

Outsider

You are what you should fear
We celebrate serial killers instead the celebrities
Our world is taken by chaos
Wanderers have more credibility than politicians

Can you respect a society where serial killlers become in stars?
Can you respect a society when they ask for death penalty?
Can you respect a society what destroys Nature?
Can you respect a society driven by the church?

The more you hate us, the more you feed us
The more you fear us, the more we grow
The more you love us, the more we destroy you
The more you touch us, the more you kill us

I´m outsider of my heart
I´m outsider of this society
I´m outsider of society feelings
I´m outsider of the politically correct

The less you ignore us, the less we exist
The less you like us, the less we insist
The less you feel us, the less we live
The less you lie us, the less we corrupt

You are what you should fear
We celebrate the dumbest stars instead the smart ones
Our world has been taken to the destruction
We don´t have any fucking salvation

Post Orgasmic

It splashes this desire over your madness
It tears off my clothes ´til make´em rags
It leads all my angst becoming in passion
It bleeds me the dreadful feeling for you

There´s no more magic in our delictable hell
I´m not moped out anymore because of you
I wanna hear you screaming ´til desire slips away
I´m into you but I´m leaving because of fear

Pleasure killed me and I´m drowning in tears
Fear ate me  (by inside) and I´m dying in grief
Satisfaction caught me and I´m picking the pieces
Desire ended with me and I´m killing the passion (for you)

All I wanted to feel was the supreme pain
All I got was an endless passional murder
All I wanted to feel was the delirious of the impossible
All I discovered was I´m not untouchable

You make me rain over your body
I inflicted my pleasure/ pain to satisfy you
You make me kill myself to please you
I licked your mouth bled to fall in...love

And in razor´s edge I felt ecstasy
But everything where I was  ....the only real was the fantasy
And in the trigger´s edge I felt pleasure
But everything where I went it´s now destroyed

Unyielding way to fall in my arms
Furtive blood kisses ´til make us cry
Thrill me to get the big pleasure ever
You´re my satisfaction and my final orgasm

(But I woke up...Bloodflower)

I Adore

All those repent us of some things
Sometimes
I´m just right
Infallible justice
There´s no god
I´M GOD!
Neither we´re born nor we die
The soul doesn´t have birth nor death

We aren´t body
We are soul!
Nobody wants to die
But everybody´s going to die...
I have to die
Someday
I Adore
Victim of the circumstances

Zafyr
Everyone of us
It´s abandonning
Its body gradually
How to avoid depressing you?
The solution is commiting suicide
(I feel that when you depart from
You let so much of you)
Beginning with you...I died
I´ll die with you (I sinned again)

We aren´t body
We are soul!
Nobody wants to die
But everybody´s going to die...
I have to die
Someday
I Adore
Victim of the circumstances

I have to die
Because if not I´m going to...
Commit suicide everyday...´til get it
I have to arrive at you
Until the end
I Adore You
We aren´t body
We are soul...
(Expiation, purification, salvation)

Transmutation of our souls
(Saturation, exploration, expansion, culmination)


Lost in a Labyrinth called YOU!

A Last Time To Exceed

A kind of excessive love made me vicious
And please be mine...
Sit together in the sand
You say to me "you´ll never stand"
Bring me to the sadness!
Then comes the happiness
And everything is alright
When you´re addicted to night
And love these screams!
What is it just seems?
Wait too long...
A last time to exceed
Wait too long...
A last tear to disappear
Wait too long...
A last fear

DIONYSOS

They say: Life is a torment of suffering
They say: Life is not worthwhile anyhow
They say: Heaven is the place to go
They say: Death is the answer to prayers

Life loves a tragedy when you are born
Death loves a tragedy when you are dead
Die Geburt der Tragüdie - Beyond well and evil
Home is where you heart is- Home is where heart goes

They say: Don´t see that impure body
They say: Don´t touch that beautiful body
They say: Sinners are made for show you what´s wrong way
They say: Saints are made to show you a right way

Life endless is a way where you used to dream
Death unreachable is a way you need to avoid
Inexhaustible and unchangeable is our fate to go on
Home is where you heart feels peace - Home is where heart belongs

They say: Kill the Art because it leads you to sin
They say: Deny the beauty to be accepted in heaven
They say: Condemn the pleasure if you want to go paradise
They say: Bless the repression of all your desires

Religion is the way to control weak minds
Religion is the road to train in the Art of Ignorance
Religion is a way to blind your eyes
Religion is a solution to kill the free thought

They say: They have the absolute truth
They say: They have the only answer
They say: They hate the life how it is
They say: They fear the beauty because it´s sin

Religion is the way to end with your freedom
Religion is the road sheeps follow ´til fall in the abyss
Religion is the way to limit your ideas and desires
Religion is the biggest mistake of the man!

A LIGHT (Eternal Fire)

I´m bare at your eyes, I´m silenced to your ears
You make me feel like it was a piece of filth
I´m too wet to your mouth, I´m sticky to your skin
I remind of  when we played to be Samael & Lilith

I´m a light that turn off itself slowly
I receive the venomous milk of illusions
What disperses the shadow of Lilith
Like when I was your Lord Satan

I am who makes himself, you are who makes herself
Incorrupt night calls me when I´m asleep
In the ecstasy of a failed murder tear
Freezing looks that kill me in one instant

Slave to your desire I died in your arms
You were smiling and drinking my last tear
Tasting your finger made you ecstastic
And the moon showed you as you really are

In the gleam of my death I´ll get back
Ready to make you pay for your sins
You were everything in my last life
And you made me feel like a piece of trash

I´m a light that turn off myself quickly
I received the venomous milk of chimeras
What lies beneath in the shadow of Lilith
Like when I fucked you as Lord Lucifer

VIA DOLOROSA

Chords of pain are heard in your mind
Your internal system is tired of keeping in line
I will scream before I can be really heard
All I ever wanted is being erased by the wind

Debased by your desire I will hurt myself
As soon as you enter in my system I´ll die
You sink all my sorrow and became it in heat
You drank all my pain and became it in light

The most inappropiate I´ve ever done is thinking of you
It´s been a long long time since this game started
The most appropiate I´ve ever done is trying to kill you
It´s been a long long time since this dare ended

Debased for your madness I will tear myself
As soon as you enter in my system you´ll die
I sank all your sorrow and became it in cold
I redeem you when I drink of you my beautiful darkness

Have you ever dreamt this man?
This man is in the dreams of everyone
I have died and I have became in him
All you ever needed to do is pushing the trigger...

Nothing frightens more than the reality
My internal system is tired of keeping alive
I will scream without be heard....
All I ever wanted is a painful ending

Drops Of Blood

You loved me so much... too enough as can you hate me
However I´m here writting a desperate letter
What nobody will read someday somewhere
And at last I try to shape my feelings on it

It´s a placebo suicide .... a pain to alleviate
Drops of blood ripping out all my skin
Incandescent light going to destroy my existence
Filling me with a sweet drop of death

The truth beneath the fragile red rose
Set me free!  Please let me go this time...

My blood was yours and you didn´t care
I was on me and now I´m dying in venom

What have you done with me?
And take me in your arms to drink my blood...
Don´t let me live until I can cry
Frozen until I wear a forgotten lie

Freeze me! Here I am... Ready to die!
It´s a Placebo Suicide...a pain to alleviate
Drops of blood through my body and down...
Incandescent light penetrating my veins
Satisfy you with a final letter in your frozen hand
Written with my own sacred blood erased by wind...

9mm

I´m deathless in a death bed
To bleed to death
Get out of my way
If you don´t want to pay the price

Your life is mine now
From me depends your life
From me you should beg...
At least try to fight body to body

My gun is looking you
Waiting your weak time
Ready to shoot the bullet
And pass through your skull

I´m deathless in a death bed
To bleed the death
Get out of my way!
Whatever! You´ll be cold soon...

My gun is looking for you
Waiting for your weak time
Ready to shoot the bullet
And pass through your chest

NO AFFECTION

Roses in your body are beautiful
But are poisoned to hurt me
Black orchids in my body are precious
But are toxic to kill you

When the love to yourself it loses, you cease to exist...
Empire of sufferness, come to me, come to me or die!

Your instinct told me: you´ll be dead before dusk
My feelings are telling you: run away now you can
You used to be my siren and my heroin
I used to be to be your slave and your murder cocaine

Don´t let trails if you really want to kill me
Unconscious I´m crawling to seek my razor
I won´t let trails when I stab my knife on your back
I will see you crawling and bleeding slowly
While I drink a glass of wine from your blood
But it will happen if you can´t make it before

Your heart is filthy,  mine is frozen
You have no feelings, I have no touch
Always I tried to giflt you a roses dozen
But an universe explode in me everytime I tried...

When the love to yourself it loses, you cease to exist...
Empire of sufferness, come to me, come to me or die!

When the love to oneself it loses, you cease to live...
Empire of desire, flee to me, flee to me or die!

Worship me in our mercy, Kill me with venom
Cult to the EGO and fault of own love
YOUR HEART IS A GALLERY OF MURDERS; MINE IS ABOUT SUICIDES

BLACK

I feel your breathing stopping
You try to survive but it´s in vain
I´m on the window looking
Waiting the time to bite your vein

I´m black, I´m a sadist, I´m vampire
I´m black, I´m a killer, I´m heretic

I wanna suck you all night along
You used to be shy but now it´s late
Be quiet and I´ll sing a swansong...
I´m an animal and I need to calm my thirsty...I ate

Feed me with your blood ´til weakness
Every night from darkness to dawn...
Funeral march for each tear that´s bleeding
Undead memories for undead people
NO MOURNING

I´m black, I´m a sadist, I´m vampire
I´m black, I´m a killer, I´m heretic

SIN AFECTO

Rosas en tu cuerpo son hermosas
Pero venenosas para poder herirme
Orquídeas negras en mi cuerpo son bellas
Pero son tóxicas para matarte

Cuando el amor a uno mismo se pierde, dejas de exisitir...
¡Imperio de sufrimiento, ven a mí, ven a mí o muere!

Tu instinto me dijo: estarás muerto antes del crepúsculo
Mis sentimientos están diciendo que huyas mientras puedes
Tu eras mi sirena y mi heroina
Yo era tu esclavo y tu cocaina asesina

No dejes rastros si realmente buscas matarme
Inconsciente me arrastro para buscar la navaja
No dejaré rastros cuando te clave el cuchillo en la espalda
Te veré arrastrandote  y sangrando lentamente
Mientras beba una copa directamente de tu sangre
Pero sólo pasará si no lo haces antes...

Tu corazón es sucio, el mío está frío
Tú no tienes sentimientos, yo no tengo tacto
Siempre traté de regalarte una docena de rosas
Pero un universo estalló en mí cuando lo intentaba...

Cuando el amor a uno mismo se pierde, dejas de exisitir...
¡Imperio de sufrimiento, ven a mí, ven a mí o muere!

Cuando el amor a uno mismo se pierde, dejas de vivir...
¡Imperio de deseo, huye de mí, huye de mí antes de que sea tarde!

Adorame en nuestra misericordia, mátame con veneno
Culto al Ego y falta de amor propio
Tu corazón es una galería de asesinatos, el mío de suicidios...

OBSCURO

Siento tu respiración detenerse
Intentas sobrevivir pero es en vano
Estoy en la ventana viéndote
Esperando el momento para morder de tu vena

Soy obscuro, soy sádico, soy un vampiro
Soy obscuro, soy un asesino, soy hereje

Quiero succionarte toda la noche
Tu solías ser tímid@ pero ahora es tarde
Quédate quiet@ y te oirás el canto del cisne*
Soy un animal y necesito calmar mi sed...ya comí

Alimentame con tu sangre hasta debilitarte
Cada noche de la obscuridad al amanecer
Marcha fúnebre por cada gota que derrames
Memorias (no) muertas para gente no viva
SIN LUTO

Soy obscuro, soy sádico, soy un vampiro
Soy obscuro, soy un asesino, soy hereje

Yearning Your Death

With every death I die
With every death I´m going dyin´little by little
What means to die  when you can live
Until the end of times?

When I see you, I don´t look at you
I inhabit you, I possess you
My stone angel, my hell angel
Just we need  self damage, self damnation

Shadowfall in the land of deads
Because you know, love is dead
And because of its, I need you dead!
And because of my wishes, I need you dead!

Sink you in the darkness
Swim to go against the tide
I´m gonna let you in ruins
With every breath you breathe

Sweet flavor to dead in my tongue
Shadowfall in the land of deads
Because you know, love is death
And because of it, I need you dead!

Your MIND Destroys Me

You saved me (from my suicide)
Give me a last kiss that endures me all the life
One last kiss that can endure forever
It´s all or nothing...your decision

You were the best and the worst of my life
Eat me and you´ll fall asleep
My dreams destroy (themselves) thanks to you
Eat it and you´ll fall...dying

I loved and I lost it all
Take me or let me go
It´s all or nothing...your decision
You gave me the best and the worst of my life

I lost myself in a dark wasteland of eternity
Eat me and you´ll fall asleep
My dreams are broken and full of disgrace
And It was my mistake for have fell in love

I loved and I lost it all
Take me or let me go
It´s all or nothing...your decision
I got tired of being in the intermediate point

You saved me from my suicide
But I just I can say if I come back to try it
It won´t be for you...You won´t be the cause
I still love you ...but I want to destroy you!

Diving

Buried under cold freezing waters
I tried and I tried to swim the border
Run through the promised savage garden
You don´t know anything about us

You´ll destroy yourself if you kill me
You´ll destroy yourself if you kill him
You´re so evanescent...
He provokes me pain...
But I disappeared
But I´m dying...

Save me from mortal death
This wicked game is turning me crazy
I Took you the life...
You drunk and drunk until you almost drained him
Your heart might kill me...
I turned to feel for you hungry...

You´ll destroy yourself if you kill me
You´ll destroy yourself if you kill us
You used to be so beautiful...
Nobody loves you now...
But I disappeared...
But I´m drowning...

(But) I turned to posses you
(We´re) United in the hatred
"You killed me, you stole my life"
Say the words of your mouth, right?
And let be flesh instructs the mind
A pitiless urgency...
But there´s no pain...
Stoic luck to succumb...

Never Is Tomorrow (2010)

Innoculate me your love
I´m really afraid from you
I never tried to hurt you
But it´s impossible when you live

Let me penetrate in your pain
Let me explore it to destroy it
Let me enter in your fears
Let me touch´em to break´em

Each day I take the decision
And I think tomorrow is the day
But tomorrow never comes
Because never is tomorrow

It vanishes with every dawn
And never overcome my speech

Who more loves me is who more hurts me
Sometimes words ache more than blows
A word can be hurtful my love
Because it will never be erased from memory

Let me be your healer
To cure your feelings
Let me be youir savior
To kill your ghosts

Each day I take a decision
And I always think tomorrow will be the day
But it succeeds that tomorrow never comes
Because actually never is tomorrow

And it vanishes when the today dies
Tomorrow is intagible and unreal

You said me our paths were parted away
But you forgot to tell me in which sense
Because you go on seeking me often
And that´s turning me crazy now

Your words hurt me a lot
You can´t understand it love
Because in your egocentrical world
Only what you feel is important

Each day I try to take a decision
And I thought tomorrow was the answer
But it happened that tomorrow never came
Because actually never was tomorrow

And it vanished when a new day arrived
Like I´m postponing my farewell to you...

LEATHER

I hope the pain accompanies all my life
...That all the love I´m feeling for you
May be stronger than the sufferness I felt
And deeper than my chaos turned into desire

...That the pain empowers from me (and it doesn´t leave me go)
...That the pain penetrates me until I don´t feel anything (anymore)
...That the pain can be the vehicle to my existence
...That the pain becomes in my true lover

Pain is all we have, pain is all we want
Pain is all we wish, pain is all we are
Pain is all I need

...That the pain empowers from me (and it doesn´t leave me go)
...That the pain penetrates me until I don´t feel anything (anymore)
...That the pain can be the vehicle to my existence
...That the pain becomes in my true lover

Pain is all I have, pain is all I want
Pain is all I wish, pain is all I am
Pain is all we need

Move your chain and strangle my pain
Make me bleed and plant your seed
Taste my precum and show me the sun
Lick my hurt and love this lust

Make me feel blood, make me feel pain
I want to feel something to believe I´m alive
I want to feel me alive, so hurt me!
I need pain to know I´m still breathing and living
(We need pain to survive ...to be sure)

SALVAMEA

(Save me, save me, save me...)
I´m just begging for someone to save me
I´m just yearning for someone to take me
I´m just dreaming for someone to thrill me
I´m just waiting for someone to kill me

Save me from myself -saveme, save me from myself
Even I can´t look myself in the mirror...
I am who more loves me and who more hates me
I don´t wanna wake up every morning to be me
(Save, save me, save me...)

I need you to save me from my dark fantasies
I need you to save me from my suicidal dreams
You can see my life is a nightmare
But you cant see who´s the real punisher

Save me from myself -saveme, save me from myself




Even I can´t look myself in the mirror...



I am who more loves me and who more hates me



I don´t wanna wake up every morning to be me



(Save, save me, save me...)




Tyrant of myself I´m living for a nostalgia
Suffocate me with reality to really wake up
But which one is the reality? That´s I´m killing myself
I want to go bed and never be alive in dawn

I killed myself and I´m still alive
My worst retribution is not dying
Because I love myself more than anybody
And I hate myself more than anybody too

Sleep and never wake up
Need  you to save me from my dark desires...
(Only you can save me)

Enemy Within

I´m confused about what my life has become
Because I always end in the way to be alone
With the ashes of my past between my hands
I just want to stop feeling me like into a quicksand

The enemy is next to me in the otherside of the mirror
Sorrow in the road where everything became in terror
And no salvation to a lost soul as mine
But always ends in my hopes to be alive

Writhe my flower and eat me like pain
Wither my flower and drink me like rain
In the debris of my future there are no ghosts
You were the only intruder and the host

Never wanted loss but you are poison
Something in your words of pure rejection
All I ever wanted was your condemnation
The enemy within ready for your elation

Black tears dropping in his own
Shown are the dust and blood thrown
All I have now is this darkness
All you gave me was just sadness

Slitting my wrist to feed you in my paradise lost
You were inside in my mind as a ghost
All I want you to do is taking away the sorrow
Because I´m starting to feel me so hallowed

You´ll never see me again I´m dead
Take me to orgasmic hells ´til I can´t breathe
I always fly without wings to save myself
But when they´re unreachable all you have is yourself

Insatiable (With You)

Oh my deepest thoughts became reality
You were my only and faithful fantasy
Now you are close to me in ubiquity
Dangerously close to me because I´m falling

Insatiable with you because there is no one
Insatiable with you because you´re the truth
Insatiable with you because you´re the light
I just believe in the pain

Make me die in your arms
Resurrect me with a salty kiss
Kill me with your exhorbitant touch
Bring me to life with a simple look

Insatiable with you because there is no one
Insatiable with you because you´re the truth
Insatiable with you because you´re the light
I just believe in the pain

I can´t believe my eyes
Where have you been all my life?
I missed you even though I didn´t know you
You were in my dreams

Insatiable with you because there is no one
Insatiable with you because you´re the truth
Insatiable with you because you´re the light
I just believe in the pain

You make me die when you touch me
You kill me everytime you kiss me
You resurrect me with  every look
You disappeared this whole grief

Insatiable with you I die when I come
Insatiable with you I come when you kill me
Insatiable with you because you´re the pain
I just believe in myself...

Suicide Times

I´m waiting for the time of my suicide
The nervous breakdown of my last memories
Catwalk in a cold dark night in my life
Dual concave coffin resides in my heart

Beneath red skies I see my unhappy ending
All I ever wished was someone to love me
All I ever got was a bloody heartbroken
And a beautiful path to end with my filthy life

In all honesty I can say I never hated
In the way you got caught in your mind
Because of my lack of motivation I must die
The only exit in this cruel and shallow world

Writing my suicide note I´ll blame myself
When I know the only guilty is the world
I lost my paradise in this filthy heaven
What everybody used to call paradise regained

And your sedative god will fall in a tremor
A delicate shade of fear drawn in your face
All your fear has become in all you´ve won
But I´m not here to save you from your fate

Your heart ablaze is not where I belong
Conspicuous and immersed that´s no wrong
My date with fate will tell the truth I deserve
I will discover everything I lived it was a deceive

Kiss Me Deeply

When the moon brights in your sun
I´d wish to be the only sky
Looking for a new way to come
Just pretending to stop to try

I hurt you to make me come
I bite you to make me love
I destroy you to make me perspire
I annihilate you to make you bleed

Your venomous lips
Kiss me deeply
Your hypnotized hips
Kiss me deadly

It´s a fantasy in his mind
It´s a memory in your head
Instead of cumming I bled
Blood explosion in my mouth

Prolong the pain - Wet me with your rain
My vision is damaged - With your last ash
I fell in love with you - Because of your homicidal tendencies
You broke my body - Just like everybody does

You hurt me to make you come
You bite me to make you love
You destroy me to make you perspire
You annihilate me to make you bleed

Your venomous lips
Kiss me deeply
Your hypnotized hips
Kiss me deadly

I´m a fantasy in his head
I´m a memory in your mind
Instead of cumming I bleed
Pleasure made me addicted to you

It´s the beginning of a new awaken
A new chance for every men
It´s the beginning of a new dawn
A new daybreak for every human

I hurt you to make me come
I bite you to make me love
I destroy you to make me perspire
I annihilate you to make you bleed

Your venomous lips
Kiss me deeply
Your hypnotized hips
Kiss me deadly

I´m a fantasy in his head
I´m a memory in your mind
Instead of cumming I bleed
Pleasure made me addicted to you

Here I am postponing our farewell
It´s time to end this sick cryptic love
But all I need are your lips
And the grief in my last kiss...

So kiss me deeply
Poison me with your lips
So kiss me deadly
And make me die in an orgasm...

I Had to Hurt You to Protect You

In the twilight of my memories
It lies my only last regret
I had to hurt you to protect you
Love is painful because there´s no exit

I became in pain with each breath
Missing you really-really hurts
Eternal tears of sorrow in my denied eyes
A universal dream about this solitude

Tasting a knife it makes me come
Tasting a tear of you makes me die
I had to hurt you to protect you
Because love is bigger than anything

I became in pain with each murmur
Moving you away really-really kills
Eternal tears of sorrow in a november´s night
A universal dream about an endless sea

I never wanted to be the tyrant of our love
I never wanted to be the cruel lover standing
I had to hurt you to protect you
I never expect you can understand

I became in pain with each heartbeat
Leaving you from my life really burns
Eternal tears of sorrow in a hidden face
A universal dream about a revenge

What I need is having you again
But only in my dreams that would happen
I had to hurt you to protect you
Another way would have signified your death

Lost in this endless decision
I want to back to the times
To kiss you one last time
And burning me in my love for you

No regrets because I love you much
No remorse because I prefer to be separated
Before to know we´ve broken your soul
It hurts a lot but I want you happy

Hurting you actually hurts more to me
Your wounds will heal but not mine
I inflict´em on myself but no other way
That was the sacrifice for your salvation

Now I can see you since this corner
Smiling happily with another love not me
I will protect you just for ever
Though I can´t never touch you again

The Biggest Lie Ever Invented

As this fallen world will rise someday
I´m finding myself in another wrong way
Victim of my own faults I´ll bring just remorse
Drinking each drop of sweet elixir through source

Behind the apparent it hides what´s real
For their reasons it´s just seal the deal
We just need to wait to start the heal
When blood would become in our only deal

The first light I see is just a bloody flag
I remain of a perfect world where just you existed
Mystify me with your glances one more time
It´s time to rise and never come back to fall

In the arms of this new revolution
I only wanna be the flagpole
I hesitate about everything even about myself
And frailty is yours with a flower

As the northern seas look like storms
I´m finding myself wrapped in new norms
Victim of my new vices I´ll bring just regrets
Living with scars is now as living with rockets

Behind the apparent it hides what´s true
For their duel we walk in the abyss we do
We just need to wait a signal to begin
Rewind the past and breaking the big sin

God´s the biggest lie ever invented
Like if something like this would ever existed
We are beyond the way they trusted
We´re ready to uncover the veil anointed

Memories of Future

I became in pain with every hearbeat
Paranoid of my own thoughts conspiring
Hard to find real perception While I stay sedated
Slain my most perverted desires in betrayal

I want to see when they´re defeated
A burning red sky ready to break it all
And the dirty criminals paying their dues
No denial for those who used to rule

They´re the sons of the shadows
We found the light within us
Let me drown myself in my rain
Let me try in my intense blue pain

I ignite the road to the reality
Submerge yourself in your future
And see what will happen to build a past
The path of present´s on our future

When I see you falling I remind future
I remind what I saw tomorrow in my memories
The tomorrow trapped in the heads of infidels
Remember the future and destroy their lies

We are living the ending of the experiment
Invisible to the eyes of who´s not blind
Gagged in an age where life is a lie
I appoint myself as leader of new supermen

Big brother´s watching you through a thicken web
Degrade yourself if you choose to be another sheep
Wake up to present and remember the future
The only exit to our quick salvation

Pathetic LIfe

I descended to hell in those past days
And I met the devil I am
I fell down to hell in those tragic years
I´ve found with devil I was me

I came from the womb of a tree
But a shadow is all you can see
If you want to change first be free
Now I can see a fearful is all you can be

If I am a wry forget me please
But Pain is all I have allowed to release
You just want everyone to tease
In my life I was just looking for a sweet breeze

Why do I make my life so pathetic?
Why do I turn my life as pathetic as I can hardly bear it?
Why always do I end making my life pathetic?
Why do I turn my life as pathetic as I hate it from every side?

I am the one who everyone loves to blame
I´m the perfect enemy in a world where everybody are the same
A tragic world who´s deaf and blind and very tame
I look for emotions but everything´s always the same...has no name

Why do I make my life so tragic?
Why do I make my life as miserable as sufferness?
Why always do I become in the bad guy?
Why do I turn my life as dismerciful as I am?

Velvet Forest / Pain Involved

I loved and I Gave it all
Nothing else reamains with me anymore
I loved and I delivered it al 2 U
You threw it all and laughed so loud

Pain is my food
Love is a strange wood
But I found real meaning of love
And pain is always involved

When I make love with you
I feel an indescribable feeling
It was pleasure or pain?
Which one is the difference? No one

We can´t live without pain
And believe me everytime you love it hurts
We can´t love without hurting
And trust me everytime you hurt it lives

To the pleasure we need a liitle bit of pain
Obscene way to get a sweet rain
And I found a real meaning of pleasure
Ans pain is always involved

When I make love with you
I feel an indescribable feeling
It was pleasure or pain?
Which one is the difference? Almost nothing

Which one is the real? ....PAIN

Doll With Dead Eyes

You´re my doll with dead eyes
Your bloody ripped off eyes in the mirror
Now you can´t see anything anymore
But I´m sure you couldn´t do it before

I´m not going to waste any drop of your blood
I´ll lick and lick every sweet juice of you
Give me more sweat bloody tears for my pleasure
Feel my pain and eat it until you come

In the cremation of holiness there is only void
In the transmigration of lost souls there is no salvation
In the celebration of the chaos there were fallen angels
In the resurrection of draconian times there is no expectation

You´re my doll with dead eyes
Your self loathing is overshadowed by my rage
The mirror shows you just  the reality
I want to go through the mirror and not come back

In the condemnantion of my blood you were there
In the consternation of my pain you salivate
In the construction of my hell you killed yourself
In the destruction of my gifts you whispered

11

Count to 11 before you open the coffin
Breathe one second prior to eat my soul
Death sacrifice for rotten lovers
And a final eulogy making me yearn

Until I Forget You

Until I Forget you I wasn´t be able to rest
Until I forsake the last of your memories
I will be able to come back to my life
Until I forget you I´ll start to lie again

I love you more than anything in the world
Even I love you more than myself
You´re the only one I love in this life
No one cares but you een I don´t care myself

Until I can´t forget you I´ll be unchained to you
Until I Can´t forget you I won´t be free
Until I can´t forget you I´ll keep being your slae
Until I can´t forget you I won´t love myself..f.

I love you more than anything in the world
Even I loe you more than I do with myself
You´re the only one I love in the life
No one cares but you especially because I never care myself

People tend to tell that you can´t love somebody
If you don´t love yourself first
But I´ll tell you something that´s false
Because I love you instead me

Just Another Untitled Song of a Fuckin´ Disastrous World

With you (lead) in the death and without it
I´ll drive you to your own suicide
Stop being another fuckin´ psychic vampire
I seek being part od the Übermensch

Satanists are born, not made
Do unto others as they do unto you
I won´t put the other cheek if you punch me
I´ll Kill you instead, do you understand?

You let me down with your speech
Showing me that you´re only a leech
And everytime I see you I feel a stitch
You´re so annoying as the itch

Killing one is a murder, killing thousands is just politics
Suicide is a crime (for you), and genocide is training
Raping children is religion, burning churches is a tragedy
Killingyanimals is a sport (for you), killing motherfuckers is an art
Killing homosexuals is a cleaning, making wars is healthy
Incest is disgusting, rape is an act of control

We´ll change this awful world
Though we have to erase some leeches
Stop complaining as a damn asshole
And better you do something for yourself

I Have to Fall to Look Inside

Because I decided to take my fears out
And let entering my expansive skills
The weaks are now erased by wind
I am one but I´m more than others

In the abyss of my thoughts
I believe in the edge of the emotions
Mental leaps before I wake up
And I left myself caged inside

I´m still  a rebel from head to feet
And in my personal precipice I Failed
Because I felt I was just a puppet
In this freaking show called life

I have to fall to look inside
In thtat way I´ll find a new palpitation to beat
Weeping out with my tears dropped by
The World we live in is a broken mirror

I have to fall to can look inside
Because life is more than see the eye
You ned to enter into the eye to really see
And knowing which is the reality we have

Hypocrite world who lives in self-cheating
The destruction of society by the society
The man who is killer of himself
And a final threat: self destruction

I yell outside of my voice
But nobody could hear me
Hysteria is our second name
Paranoid delusions inserted as a chip

Freedom is a whole lie disguised as a whore
You can´t set free someone if you´re polluted
Faith is an unnecessary bitch who disturbes us
You can believe in god but you´re cheating yourself
By my way I´m not fooled by nobody
But you can´t never be completely sure of anything

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Double Reailty III(Beyond the Mirror)

I became who I am guided by my Nature
Doubting about everything you think you´re sure
Nothing is really dirty or completely pure
And I´m ready to start my own closure

World will collide in 666 pieces tonight
Then you´ll stand up in your insight
Stop believing everything around you it´s right
We need to see who destroyed the light

Face the reflection of your eyes in the mirror
But always think there is (something) beyond the mirror
Meet your own twin otherside of the mirror
Think who is really beyond the mirror...

World will crumble in 11 pieces tonight
Then you´ll stand up in a corner so tight
Stop believing in everything you thought was right
We need to believe in us what´s beyond sight

I became in the reflection of my dreams
I became  in a free person ready to fight
I became in the first main in the streams
I became in a siver blue moon what brights

Rip off this double reality to see freedom overcome
It´s time to get up and stop the damn lies
Don´t forget to be careful ehat you´ve become
Rage until the end of times but never dies...

A Thousandth Song Of Rebellion

Because of our ignorance we fell
Because of our youth we believed
Because of our spilled tears we fainted
Because of our confidence we dreamt

A bloodgarden of tears make us wake up
In this long hard road to fake paradise
I always ended going down never going up
I begged for mercy and I never received a plea

I´m convinced the history has been rewritten
By the light ones to cheat and manipulate us
We are slave of the lies they made us believe
Now we have to break the chains and survive

Because of our rebellion they´ll be defeated
Because of our bravery they´ll be punished
Because of  our awaken they´ll pay
Because of our revolution they´ll die

The commitment is our new hope to improve
It arises me new ideas to kill our system
Shed a tear and kill the traitors
Blind eyes crushed in the road to truth

Look through the eye in the mirror
You´ll find the hidden treasure
First you´ll see all their horror
And then you´ll never be again sure

Sólo te podré acariciar en mis sueños...

¿Recuerdas cuando te acariciaba placenteramente
replegados a una inexistencia sutil e intangible
que nos hacia suspirar y abstraernos del mundo real
como si sólo fueramos un par de almas perdidas
en la posteridad de la gran eternidad?

...Y como si sólo existiera el ahora,
nada más importa,
excepto amarnos hasta destruirnos
el uno al otro,
fundiédonos en un solo ser inmutable...
hasta quemarnos en nuestros deseos
y evaporarnos en satisfacción,
sólo para desaprecer en una luz
en medio de esta oscuridad...


2009

Look Inside Yourself

Each day someone´s lying us
Each day we live in the fakeness
Each day we wake up just to be cheated
Each day they laugh about our ingenuity

There´s just one way to know everything
Look innside yourself and find the true
There´s just one way to be completely sure
Look inside youself and find the answer

Schools don´t work but to make us follow the lie
History books are all written by manipulators
Schools don´t work but to make us obey the traitor
History books are all lies about our past

There´s just one way to know everything
Look inside yourself and find the true
There´s just one way to be completely sure
Look inside youself and find the answer

Religion´s a mental prison made by the light ones
Christianism is the oldest drug in the world
Religion´s a system of fixed rules to make us slaves
Christianism is the worst way to set you free

There´s just one way to know everything
Look innside yourself and find the true
There´s just one way to be completely sure
Look inside youself and find the answer

Look inside the mirror and you´ll find thte true about you
Take off your mask and show´em you are open eyes
Look yourself in the mirror and you´ll know the true self
Take off your blindfold and learn´em you´re not a sheep

There´s just one way to know everything
Look innside yourself and find the true
There´s just one way to be completely sure
Look inside youself and find the answer

LOOK INSIDE YOURSELF AND YOU´LL FIND THE TRUE

THE EYE

Every angel dies when I cry
Every angels falls When I simle
The hardest way of all is to try
You always think is the right time

A Pentagram made of Lipstick in the mirror
It´s no strange in you but the EYE
Red letters with a phrase: "This is terror"
And I Can´t stop to stick in the EYE

The Lipstick couldn´t be vanished anymore
I tried to break the mirror nut thte EYE stayed
I burnt it and tear it off but it doesn´t disappear
And the lisptick became thick blood

A Pentagram made of Lipstick in the mirror
It´s no strange in you but the EYE
Red letters with a phrase: "This is terror"
And I Can´t stop to stick in the EYE
My mirror´s blleding and telling me "I´m dead"
And now my tears of blood are burning me
The seven seals are open and I´m stuck here
I have discovered the denied true for the gollum

A 666 appeared in my back
When I touched it that it really hurt
I have became in the saviour
But if I don´t act fast I´ll become in dust

A Pentagram made of Lipstick in the mirror
It´s no strange in you but the EYE
Red letters with a phrase: "This is terror"
And I Can´t stop to stick in the EYE


Then I looked inside him and I knew
"I should die" to avoid the end of times
Now I´m travelling a dark long road to fate
And still is watching me the EYE...