Pathetic LIfe

I descended to hell in those past days
And I met the devil I am
I fell down to hell in those tragic years
I´ve found with devil I was me

I came from the womb of a tree
But a shadow is all you can see
If you want to change first be free
Now I can see a fearful is all you can be

If I am a wry forget me please
But Pain is all I have allowed to release
You just want everyone to tease
In my life I was just looking for a sweet breeze

Why do I make my life so pathetic?
Why do I turn my life as pathetic as I can hardly bear it?
Why always do I end making my life pathetic?
Why do I turn my life as pathetic as I hate it from every side?

I am the one who everyone loves to blame
I´m the perfect enemy in a world where everybody are the same
A tragic world who´s deaf and blind and very tame
I look for emotions but everything´s always the same...has no name

Why do I make my life so tragic?
Why do I make my life as miserable as sufferness?
Why always do I become in the bad guy?
Why do I turn my life as dismerciful as I am?