Not Playing As Victim Anymore

My life is a succession of people abusing of me
My life is an endless tale of people just leaving
I´m sick of being the broken one
I´m tired of being the abused one

I always played to be the victim
It´s my turn to be the victimizer
I always played to the the weak
It´s my turn to torture you as I want

The more I fear is I don´t know
What I´m capable to do right now
I´m terrified about what I´m gonna say
But I think I´m losing the control...

Think about me as your killer
Feel me from the skin and scream!
I´m gonna make you puke inside
I´m gonna make you start to beg...

I always acted as the victims do
It´s my turn to take revenge
I always acted as the weak one
It´s my turn to make you feel as you made me

The more I fear is what I know
What´s the next in my weird mind
I´m terrified about I´m gonna say
But I think I lost the control...

Think about me as your killer
Feel the scar I´m gonna make you
I´m gonna make you wish you never being born
I´m gonna make you feel rather being dead

Outsider

You are what you should fear
We celebrate serial killers instead the celebrities
Our world is taken by chaos
Wanderers have more credibility than politicians

Can you respect a society where serial killlers become in stars?
Can you respect a society when they ask for death penalty?
Can you respect a society what destroys Nature?
Can you respect a society driven by the church?

The more you hate us, the more you feed us
The more you fear us, the more we grow
The more you love us, the more we destroy you
The more you touch us, the more you kill us

I´m outsider of my heart
I´m outsider of this society
I´m outsider of society feelings
I´m outsider of the politically correct

The less you ignore us, the less we exist
The less you like us, the less we insist
The less you feel us, the less we live
The less you lie us, the less we corrupt

You are what you should fear
We celebrate the dumbest stars instead the smart ones
Our world has been taken to the destruction
We don´t have any fucking salvation