You´ve Never Seen My Pain Here

As if I were dreaming my life
I wake up each day wishing my death
This scar in my heart won´t be evaporated
Everytime I breathe I feel like when you die

I was gleeful in my light years
But with a diversion I lost the way
And I woke up alongside you
That was the beginning of my demise

You´ve never seen my pain here
Because you´ve always been far away
You´ve never seen my heart stopping
Because you´ve always watched in other eyes
And if I stay in my blindfold whim
You´ll never be able to fondle me again

I beseech for a miracle in your eyes
You have been the big mistake in my life
But also the most beautiful spark...
I frame the havoc on you from my lair

You´ve never seen my pain here
Because you´ve always been there
You´ve never seen my heart beating
Because you´ve always touched other hands
And if I stay in this doomed road
You´ll never see my eyes again

My wishes of living have perished...
I´m smug of this freak situation
And if I kill you That´s why I loved you
Because only you can kill what you´ve loved

You´ve never seen my pain here
Because you´ve always been far away
You´ve never seen my heart stopping
Because you´ve always watched in other eyes
And if I stay in my blindfold whim
You´ll never be able to fondle me again

My life tastes to you and you are desecration
Everyday you die a little...my beast insatiable
My gloomy days will be with me ´til I perish
I am the guy behind the guy (who broke the tears)

You´ve never seen my pain here
Because you´ve always been there
You´ve never seen my heart beating
Because you´ve always touched other hands
And if I stay in this doomed road
You´ll never see my eyes again

Making enemies free I found you...
The reaper portrayed and the knife inside
It´s all over but the crying...
And I just want to die for stopping the blood
Because I´ve lost the love / course of my life
The only thing I remain is my endless pain...